So....

Is it unfair to judge you? to wonder why everyone seems so lost... what may be considered authoritarianism may just be doing what needs to be done i speka of the small people the ones on the ground working ... the everyday hustle is it...

Challenges

Perspective is everything it shapes our thinking and actions without it relationships become stressing and aggravating what are you pushing for? why are you so obsessed with the lives of your friends? why can't you just live your own...

My Song '_'

It's 3 centimeters per second the speed at which I play this melody the virginal sounds are epic... with strong beats Mmmm..... My song something akin to an operatic melody on top of Dilla fever pitch, and then that drop...breathy...

So... this is still an issue?

Earlier years proved that I was the ugly duckling Earlier years proved I was fat, fatty, chubby Earlier years proved that perhaps I was the DUFF (cool movie btw) Earlier years proved that if I wanted love I would have to change the very...

Beautiful Exhaustion

Like...you really drain me Of all my energy, but at the same time you refuel me Putting into perspective my life on this earth Reminding me, it's not about me My love for you is really God...shining through I wane as the moon, but soon...

Giving In

Maybe.... Overthinking, blaming, that new hobby...yeah I'm tired I stand by what I said...soaring and all But, maybe I don't have to over think everything so much - joyous moments with them helps I don't want to face tomorrow, but when I...

Can I just **** in peace?

Like... can I though? Just touch my self, sit back, and release in peace Not wondering if someone is going to walk in                                                                            Almost not caring if they do.... almost not...

Bloated

Two years.... Two years, alot and nothing has changed. My hair is a mess, as usual. I haven't changed - regardless of the trips to the gym, smoothies, yoga, walks, hikes, and low carbs ... I'm still ignored by the opposite sex..judging...

Whether on Jupiter or Uranus ;)

So, reading some of my past posts and wow.. just wow. I was angry and confused and in need of some serious motivation and love. Still am in some ways but things are different now... I am in a new place in my life and I am happy. Who would have...

Stepping stones

I would loooove to stand on my own feet. to breathe. to stretch to know everything is in its place and all will be alright. to know that i don't have to depend on anyone - Save God. you.  you are the reason i cannot breathe. why the world is not...

PISSED OFF

iM SO FREAKIN PISSED OFF... for no freakin reason... UGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANNA FREAKIN RUN AND HIT SOMETHING

China to Support African Science

This article was taken from: http://allafrica.com/stories/201208070232.html  Africa: China to Increase Support for African Science Tagged: Africa, Asia, Australia, and Africa, External Relations, Africa on the Move, Science BY MAINA...

I MADE IT!! and now Im sad...

Lol I really dont understand myself sometimes. I use to pray all the time that God guide me and that I will do what He wants - but all i asked was that I am happy and protected. Needless to say it hasn't been working out quite how i imagined it would....

pAths Unkn0wn

Well tomorrow is the big day. Not really in substance but in the fact that I will be placed in a position that I have never been. This path my Father God has lead me down is strange indeed, but oh His mercies... - Somewhere in my soul I feel the...

Cyber Attack on Iran

This is interesting, because a recent article actually sited the U.S. and Israel as the most likely funders and creators (respectfully) of the a similar if not more ingenious bug LA Times Article  - but here is an older article from 2010: ...

Pins and Needles... Needless

So I am beyond nervous. Why? Hmm well maybe because its time to put my money where my mouth is.  Well, in my case not money but actions. For decisions to be in my hands, for things to depend on me...well that is a strange feeling indeed. For ppl to...

Okay, you don't get it

I am no angel, I never was I know. But, I have grown as a child does and become anew. And as any other person, why when I have inner turmoil is NO ONE there to listen. Those I think should hear me, understand me, DON'T. Family sees in me what they...