I'm learning

It's funny, as I get older I realize I never had plans for my life. I had far reaching dreams rooted in general perceptions of what it meant to be an adult. I was not someone who knew who they were. I couldn't pin-point the evils that crept into my...

the learning curve

When will I get it. When will everyone else get it? I'm not a bad person just because I react differently, or because I am more passionate or emotional or because I fail at behaving in a Godly manner all the time. I'm working on it... on rejecting the...

Life

If someone were to ask me what my life were to be like at this age I would have said, "Yeah I will be a professional making money married or engaged, or maybe in a serious relationship. Life would fulfilled and I would be successful living life!" ...

Im slipping...

Yet again I find myself in a position where I am feeling anxious... like I have to move on and do something, as if I am not satisfied with anything that I am given in life or anything that comes by. In fact I am rarely satisfied.... i am always...

Music

HOUSE MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!! ;)  GOTTA LOVE IT <3              ATB (MAYBE A LIL BIT TRANCE, HE HAS HIS MOMENTS) DARUDE KASKADE DEADMAU5 PPK ........ ECT.  

Hope

  Hope springs eternal in the human breast; Man never Is, but always To be blest: The soul, uneasy and confin'd from home, Rests and expatiates in a life to come. -Alexander Pope, An Essay on Man,...

I can't FLY

For whatever reason I believe God doesn't want me to fly - no not in the real sense, but in the way of success. There are those around me who have success in one way or the other and if not there is real reasons why their success should be impeded....

SAving Dolphins

http://www.grindtv.com/outdoor/blog/32992/30+dolphins+rescued+by+brazilian+beach+goers/

Generic Drugs II

    "Although the World Trade Organization’s (WTO's) Agreement on Trade Related Aspects of Intellectual Property Rights (TRIPS Agreement) obliges all WTO members, including India, to grant patents on medicines, nothing obliges developing...

MSF - Generic Drugs and India

  "India produces quality affordable generic medicines that governments, UN agencies, and MSF rely on to treat people across the developing world. Thanks to competition among generics producers in India, the price of first-line HIV medicines has...

OHhh Kahlil Gibran

"If this is the day of my harvest, in what fields have I sowed the seed, and in what unremembered seasons? If this indeed be the hour in which I lift up my lantern, it is not my flame that shall burn therein."

SHUT THE F UP!

This is why I can't talk to you .. open up to you.. or tell you anything ... BECAUSE YOU TALK N TALK N TALK If I have a problem you beat me down with your opinions and leave no room for any other option. Who the heck wants to talk to someone...

No matter what I do..

Ive never been a truly good person. From when I was young I have been evil at times selfish and jus twisted in many ways. I have grown alot and sinned ALOT..and have become an almost normal person - stopped being so anti-social, stopped being so...

UN (thats for the highlight )

  The U.N., Preying on the Weak   By Peter Dennis Tuesday, April 12, 2005; Page A21   Anyone who was shocked by the most recent revelations of sexual misconduct by United Nations staff has never set foot in a U.N.-sponsored...

...........

I know what I wish to say, but I cant express it Im mad sad lonely and plain frustrated.... Things I care about are not acknowledged, and I am forever feeling like a child having to be placated and taken care of... I hate this feeling. I want...

Friendship

        I think the last Picture sums it all up for me at least lol

Venting >_< Iraq

  TO WHAT END?   Seriously while we are manipulated to join a (political)team, the country and the world fall to those who are more apt to victimize even the most rebellious of us. To what end I ask are we to be taken as ignorant plebs who...

WHY?

Is it just me? Will I always be such a loser? Others progress and make headway and i am leftwith whatever it is that i am left with. Indeed I am blessed i do not deny that fact but nevertheless i am plagued with the feeling that I will never...

WIll I make it!

Going on a bit of a small tiny lil journey today... the scope of my ability will be tested. Oh well even if i fail i have n choice but to keep pushing. :0)

Word of the Day :0)

PARAGON: A model of excellence. Ideal. ex: She is a paragon of humanitarian service.

Simple Minds

So apparently .... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH To educate myself on others/cultures and learn from them the good every culture has is often seen as odd or weird. I wont allow anyone to put me...