No matter what I do..

Ive never been a truly good person. From when I was young I have been evil at times selfish and jus twisted in many ways. I have grown alot and sinned ALOT..and have become an almost normal person - stopped being so anti-social, stopped being so...

UN (thats for the highlight )

  The U.N., Preying on the Weak   By Peter Dennis Tuesday, April 12, 2005; Page A21   Anyone who was shocked by the most recent revelations of sexual misconduct by United Nations staff has never set foot in a U.N.-sponsored...

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I know what I wish to say, but I cant express it Im mad sad lonely and plain frustrated.... Things I care about are not acknowledged, and I am forever feeling like a child having to be placated and taken care of... I hate this feeling. I want...

Friendship

        I think the last Picture sums it all up for me at least lol

Venting >_< Iraq

  TO WHAT END?   Seriously while we are manipulated to join a (political)team, the country and the world fall to those who are more apt to victimize even the most rebellious of us. To what end I ask are we to be taken as ignorant plebs who...

WHY?

Is it just me? Will I always be such a loser? Others progress and make headway and i am leftwith whatever it is that i am left with. Indeed I am blessed i do not deny that fact but nevertheless i am plagued with the feeling that I will never...

WIll I make it!

Going on a bit of a small tiny lil journey today... the scope of my ability will be tested. Oh well even if i fail i have n choice but to keep pushing. :0)

Word of the Day :0)

PARAGON: A model of excellence. Ideal. ex: She is a paragon of humanitarian service.

Simple Minds

So apparently .... WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH To educate myself on others/cultures and learn from them the good every culture has is often seen as odd or weird. I wont allow anyone to put me...

I hate this world at times...

"Beijing city authorities on Friday issued new rules requiring microbloggers to register their real names before posting online, as the Chinese government tightens its grip on the Internet." - How many are actually following this? Few i bet: "The...

hahahha...this $hit is not funny

Sooo uhmmm.... yeah i rushed through everything and i dont know. I just dont know. Do I really care? I mean at least before I would be able to BS my way through, but damn with age you just dont care to BS as much as you would have in your youth. At...

OMG MY HEAD IS ABOUT TO...yeah yeah ;)

  FINALLY!   I just finished writing a paper. That junk took foreeevvvveeeerrr. Most likely because I just didnt care. I really dont know what motivates or moves me anymore. I dont get it. MUsic MUSIC MUSIC. I need some of my funky music...

Ah Beauty of Word

An excerpt from a lovely poem by Frances Harper: SONGS FOR THE PEOPLE "Our world so worn and weary Needs music, pure and strong,  To hush the jangle and discord Of sorrow, pain, and wrong. Music to soothe all its sorrow Till war...

Ugh

Some people dont ever challenge themselves, even for the simplest things. UGHHH WUT THE F*CK IS THE POINT THEN? U MAKE UR BUBBLE, LIVE IN IT THEN.... F*CKN ANNOYING

I DARE (PASS IT ON)

I dare to say what you won't I dare to risk everything (do i?) I dare to continually change as a person I dare to fight without fists I dare to self-educate and be more than popular culture I DARE TO STRIVE FOR A BETTER ME, SO I CAN...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I feel held down, held back, and plain just held up in life. why cant we live in a world where I dont have to hold back who I am so much..... I dont care. Im tired of caring. Wutever... pffh  

A welcomed Change

Don't know where it came from.... but I like this change ;)    &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3

Word of the Day

Perfunctory: Lacking in interest or enthusiasm. Characterized by routine or superficiality. *curing my ignorance one day at a time ;)